Friday 2 Mar, 9:42am
The dishes never end!
consuuuuume some more!
“i never wear the same thing twice I know nobody notice but its important to me”.
go eff yourself.
almost march.
i feel more and more disconnected everyday. is it weird that i’m like dexter? i like being alone.
January 23, 2012
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how can i sleep?
when the world is so fucked.
i went to bed.
started crying.
now i’m back on the couch.
she’s going to school, maybe.
i tried telling my mom i actually went out and got the ball rolling. i tried.
she changed the subject. so i went back to it, and she changed it again.
i think she’s getting old. i see myself in her and i am same. sometimes i worry about her memory. it will come one day and maybe she’ll remember me and maybe she won’t.
overall, feeeling sad. she wouldn’t listen about how i’m changing my life for the better and she’s not all there.
on plus side, someone called me gorgeous as they walked by me. thanks :).
one chapter down, a new door opens.
or something like that.
I lost my job.
Now what?
Maybe it’s time to face things.
There’s no stopping or slowing down time.
Moooove forwarddddd.
For fucks sake.
THIS WORLD
sickens me most of the time.
everyday sort of sickens me.
what i wear, what you wear, the fact that it matters.
i spend alot of my time judging people when i never want to be judged.
i’m a snob.
i wish i could morph into a house plant. i think it’d be wicked fun.
My Sister
Is a liar.
Who manipulates.
Who only tells half the story.
Is greedy.
Takes and takes.
Is a Leo.
Has to get the last word.
Is like my dad. or late dad.
That’s just unlucky.
Everytime I think about her, I feel sad. I have a sister I want nothing to do with.
January 9, 2012
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decem… january 2011… 2012
I plan to start using this again. Because life experiences change me. I cannot forget who I am.
